Edge Water Chamber Blog

I asked myself if I was afraid of marriage, if I really was making the right decision to be with the man I loved. Did I really need to have a wedding? Did I really need to get married in a city as daunting as nyc? I was planning, but I did it lovelessly. I was terrified. Not at the prospect of being with John, but of all of the work involved. This was not what I had planned. I was excited, but also fed up. I did not want to be doing this for a year. Then it dawned on me that I could hire someone to do all the work for me.